This is from my journal on 9/11/12:
"I feel like I'm almost starting over, now that I'm 19. Spiritually, I've been at a loss to know who God really is. Worship? Church? Reading the Bible? What's the point? How much is really how God designed it? How much is useless human invention? I need to know. I'm basing my LIFE on this stuff...I'd like to know what I believe.
I heard someone on YouTube say (while she was drunk), 'If you're drunk, who cares how much black makeup you have on, you're sad anyways, because if you weren't, why would you be drinking in the first place?'
That's my generation, people. Doesn't anyone care?"
...become blameless and harmless, children of God without fault in the midst of a crooked and perverse generation, among whom you shine as lights in the world. Philippians 2:15